March 26, 2009 – 2:54 pm
there was this english project that i have been asking them days before the deadline..i don’t really
know how to do it so i asked them several times what about it but then they just say "ambot" and
that pissed me off so i stopped asking them. i don’t know about it because i was absent that time it
was announced. My grandfather died and that’s on my birthday. Anyway, when the deadline of the
proj came, I sacrificed my hours of sleep just to make the proj but before that, during the sunday, our
physics group meet at the school to finish our proj in physics and filipino..all of us came but jayson did
not appear. That day was my plan to share with my english groupmates the task in making the project
but only Stephen and i appeared so i decided that only the both of us will make. After that, i have no
sleep, when monday morning approaches, i went to school with a frown on my face. I was mad with
my groupmates because they are so dependent to me. i didn’t talk to them, even Stephen. Releasing
my madness, I went down stairs alone and went to the offices to have them sign my clearance. When
I get back, they are staring at me but i am not staring back. Stephen is still beside me and talking to
me if i am mad at them but i was just silent. Jayson on the other hand, changed his mood but i didn’t
mind cause it’s my moment to be mad and not him. LoL!=)) Anyway, i decided to talk to them by group
when all of them are already in the classroom. I shared with them the tasks and they agreed. Then
when i look at the face of Jayson, he already not in the mood but i still didn’t mind because i have the
right to get mad.LOL!hahahah! When the day ended, my mood turn to light. Remember, i am a very
moody person and they know it. I don’t know with Jayson, he can’t accept what i am. When we went
to our own ways, I said farewell to them with a smile and Stephen smiled in return. On the other hand,
Jayson didn’t. The next day, Jayson was not talking to me anymore and even though i talk to him he
won’t answer me politely, it’s like a bit sarcastic or really being sarcastic. I wondered why he is acting
like that. I asked to Stephen and Sydney and Sheana as well why is he treating me like that. They
said they have no idea. I felt my blood pressure rises when i see his face. Then again I asked Stephen
and finally he answered ‘he is not treating you the usual way he treats you because you are so moody
and he was pissed off. He also said that even though he wasn’t able to come that Sunday it is my
responsibility to text him as a leader. But!It is also his responsibility to ask me what is he going to do
to help. I was very busy that time and he prioritize seeing his BEST FRIEND the day before Sunday,
Saturday it is. He reasoned out that he wasn’t able to come because he has no money anymore to pay
for the fare and that’s not an excuse for us because the fare that he spend during he meet his best
friend was the fare for him to attend the group finalizing the projects. this is so long
already..hahahaha! anyway, he continued to ignore me even though the 5 of us are together. He only
talks to them except me and worst Benj, he is flirting with Kershey in FRONT of me and kershey is also
flirting back. They held hands benj..hahahaha! And they continued until the final day of the final exam.
I don’t talk to him anymore the day I know the reason why he is ignoring me. Now I am happier
because I don’t need to talk to him. I admit that there are times that i come to think of how is he right
now but now?I don’t really care anymore. I finally had enough and I really really feel happy that i
kicked him out of my "life" , I just don’t know why..honestly..i just hope he is happy of what he did to
me..again.,.HAHAH! I believe in Karma.
……………..Goodluck sa mga taong SELF CENTERED kaayo!hahahahaha
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